I have got so much on my shoulders these preceeding days and the next couple weeks, tomorrow i go to the homelss coallition and sacrafice my percious time that i give with joy but its just another source of stress right now. i have to meet my advisor and get my shecdule aproved so i can pre-registar...but one problem...i have not a clue who it is and time is running swiftly away. soon it will be gone, too far gone. i hae been putting off an essay that must work on, i feel so incapable to do, due monday. and a monster of a film project that my stupid creative ideas got me into. we havent even finished the script and we need to shoot ASAP!
all of this and i have been desperatly searching for someone to go with me to the Zac Brown Band wich is on my dream list of must do's...but no one!
and when i went to buy tickets i could not find any available.....
i just pray God that you help me pull it all together, i know you can...so i ask you to, and believe you will at my request. as long as i dedicate my self to the tasks at hand.
be with me, make it work, may not eat the bread of idleness!

may i be the superwoman of pslams 31

ok so im starting to really HATE having roommates! i want quiet time, i wanna be able to do what i want when i want, to have a place to completely relax and be my self.

a space to breathe!

i feel like punching in the face every time they randomly say FUCK! like its nothing
or
talk on the phone about obscenities
or
come in when i am playing music already and switch on the tv with sound up, when they arent even paying attention to it.

i cant even think properly to get this all out because i am soo disshuveled by ther presence.

help me help me help me