whats going on with me, what has been happening in my world?
well bout a week and a half ago i lost my car but kept my life.
my 1991 Oldsmobile kutless supreme convertible met its end when it plowed into a tree on highway 60.
im leaving for Flagler in just a few short weeks, with no car but i know it will be okay.
my life will be changing so drastically, im just worried that i remain who i am. not too worried but its still there.
i am eager to start school, not because im so eager to leave every thing behind but want so bad to make a new start, HAVE AN ADVENTURE!
i dont want to loose myself and devoid my morals but i want to have a bit of fun. meet new people, take steps leaps and bonds towards my future. a life that is my own, but my life is still God's and i pray he gives me direction to do his will.
and im having a little hope that i might find a honey bear....
a good guy, sweethearted and attentive but still the picture of masculinity.
im at that point i need the attention and deserve it i believe....i've gone so long with out it. and when i get a taste its snatch away leaving me quiet hungery. but i just starve instead of hunting. it will come to be sooner or later right? i wont a straving child for much longer, ...not for forever.
maybe he'll be ..
someone who would'nt get annoyed at me watching silent films and the travel channel all day long.
someone who doesn't mind random sniffs of his shirt and my abundance of affection.
soeone who would take a stereo and a few great vinyl records over an ipod any day!
oh one can only hope 8D
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