i want my facebook status right now to say MICHELLE CLARK: hates you! but we both know it cant say that. soooo it has happened again.
i allowed myself to begin to like a guy and even was steping out in the right direction, but again friend has found interest in him as well and i go into that stupid auto piolet where i politely get overlooked. its depressing. i question what im doing wrong? am i not forward or aggressive enough, what amiable qualities am i lacking? there has to be something....im just so blind to see it. its not that this one was so abnormally specail, not at all, it just hurts and deeper than it should. deeper than i will allow it to, i deserve greatness this i do know. but i can never get close. i must be too complex, some dont have the attention span for mystery of getting to know my multifacteded personality.
what i ever it is i wish i knew what it was, this thing that has my up writting my thoughts at 3:06 in the morning.
i just feel like crap, like sencond rate, but i know there is no way i could be those thimgs tis why i am so perplexed.
let me know so i can deciede to either dealwith it or change it.
soo yeah....
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