"wow, im so blessed" is all i can say at this piont.

doing something i knew i should do and actually really wanted to do has lead to an unexpected reward. its astonishing what showing a little bit of kindness and love in this life will bring you. living life not according to what others would suggest but living it how they would not have ever guessed; living virtuosly with out expectation of reward has a way of granting one anyway.